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2006-01-18T17:01:00.000+08:00

NEW ADDRESS.please relink me. ;D

2006-01-17T21:50:00.000+08:00

a dream is still a dream at the very end.BAH. dental's on thursday. ah not in the mood to even think about dental. moodswings, perhaps. urg. i feel like whacking my brain, so maybe i'll be brain dead or smthg to stop thinking. pokpok. o.o *edit. its really weird that some of my dreams come true and i'll go "hey, this happened in my dream that time!" while others i dno, maybe they do, maybe they

2006-01-16T22:32:00.000+08:00

i feel like killing myself. 3 ways to kill myself: #thinking too much and then ur brain explodes#letting james (the best one. LOL) to destress #GO TO THE DENTAL shit. I MENTIONED DENTAL AGAIN. urg. these few days keep thinking and thinking. can see that im talking crap out of my mouth alrdy. ah. nevermind. O.o i shall face the dentist bravely. (HA. like real) i shall get on with life AS USUAL.lol

2006-01-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

RAIN RAIN RAIN. im covering myself with my blanket now as im typing. cold weather. feels warm and good. :D the cold part is okay. but i hate the wet part. too much of it is bad and so irritating. WE NEED THE WARMTH FROM THE SUN. haha. oh and and i just remembered. im horribly afraid of the toot dentist in school ever since 4/2 came back with the BAD comments. O.o i had the ying(1) ying(3) of

2006-01-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

im back! :D haha. im in band 2 for english. not bad. lol. at least i didnt have mrsgoh unlike peeying and xianxian. and neither did i stay in band 1 like the actcute alvin with missheng. i wld probably get a pass for english if im in. caroline lawrence is quite cool, compared to the others. haha. and she can talk non-stop for an hour. and our teachers are quite good generally. ;D ms patricia goh

2006-01-01T00:24:00.000+08:00

um, happy new year?i dun feel anything veeeeeery excited bout it. call me weird. but haha, the resolutions that i made every year were forgotten after the first month. O.O and hmm. not really into blogging nowadays. maybe its because of my boring life. haha. if there's anythg worth blogging abt or im just bored to bits, perhaps i'll come by again. and till then, GOODBYE! and happy new year again.

2005-12-31T01:08:00.000+08:00

oh i had a second dream. lol! no la. actually i had more dreams than that. its just that i only rmb some of them more clearly than others. let me blog bout it. i just realized i didnt blog for so long, though i've been checking regularly. so here i am, to talk bout my second dream! hmm. this time its about me and xian at some kind of hostel. hmm its those kind of angmohs' hostel. my english is

2005-12-18T01:11:00.000+08:00

a dream. i just remembered a dream i had some time ago. well not exactly the entire of it but just some scenes of it. in case i'll forget everythg, i decided to write a note here. ;Dits a happy one of course and i do hope it'll come true. you knw sometimes my dreams do come true and when it does, i'll just have the sudden thought rushing into my head telling me that, "hey, i've seen this before"

2005-12-16T21:14:00.000+08:00

i forgot smthg real impt. ;D i bought candy for special people. namely, tallie xian huimin cheryl and chloe! THANKS FOR MAKING 7th DEC A GREAT DAY! loads of love.and oh I THINK I AM SO DEAD. you knw mastery's coming up on the 27th and i have not even completed maths homework. and its HOMEWORK. not revision. so i dun think i even have time to do proper revision. but im not exactly slacking. its

2005-12-14T01:05:00.000+08:00

a big hey to all of you ! im here. just had a sudden urge to blog. hahaha. ;D i was thinking.. if one day, i had to stop playing maple, how would i feel, and would i be able to do it. haha. yes, some might say maplestory is a lame shitty boliao stupid dumb boring game, but since so many people play it, there wld of course be the fun factor there somewhere. i like the graphics personally. its

2005-12-08T22:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a fun fun fun day. =D GIANT THANK YOUS TO: py xian chloe huimin and cherylfor taking the time to plan, hide the presents, prepared the yum yums, attempted to cheat me countless of times and for giving me a great great day!it was my first time having to find a present for so many years. haha. originally it was a 24'04 sentosa outing but somehow, it turned into a surprise celebration

2005-12-08T01:28:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me?like urgh. i cant sleep la. --'' supposed to wake up early tmr but i just cant sleep. well, im tired alrdy, but i dun want to sleep. irritating. was thinking bout stuff. lol.and ass, I HAVE THE URGE AGAIN. like S-H-I-T. what to do. --'' hope you understand what i mean also. haha. though i think you dun, cause you're ultra slow somtimes, no, MOST OF THE TIME. ;Dokay. sounds

2005-12-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

5th december is a day i'll never forget! =)

2005-11-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

THIS IS A MUST-SEE! :D 2404 2005 chalet! the album is GOOOOOOD.oh and here's the version with captions done by TALLIE.ONG. 2404 2005 chalet (2) COOL COOL COOL =D

2005-11-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

back frm 2404 chalet alrdy.want to wish jocey a HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :D this year is quite unlike others cause the both of us are busy with our own stuff on the 29th. like im having chalet and she's out for course, most probably bout ncc. BUT BUT BUT, i think the present im giving (WHOOPS, belated) will be a good one! HAHAHA. i knw i cant say that since im not the one receiving but, HEHEHE, i

2005-11-27T17:23:00.000+08:00

OH HOW CAN I FORGET! (but uh somehow, i did)HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL! :D will give you ur um, present soon! haha. hmm. and im trying to find a new blogskin to use but have nt spotted any that i like. i dno how to make one too. tian dao bai chi. shall continue finding. AND TMR IS 2/4'04 CHALET ALRDY! :O--- it was just yesterday when pandy introduced me to Kelly Clarkson's Because Of You

2005-11-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

SO TIRED! decided to come and take a break frm polishing my boots. hmm. we just got back from camp. (one of the rare times i actually ate dinner at ten) my legs are aching and everythg. but still, we have to go to school tomorrow in full brigade for the mini cca openhouse event. urgh. urgh. urgh. and we are left with 6 seniors, including me. i have a feeling tommorrow is going to be a bad bad day

2005-11-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

happiness is smthng that comes into our lives through doors we don't even remember leaving open. Rose Wilder Lane hahaha :Oon the day i went queensway shopping centre, i popped by bloomington (spelling?) and bought a box of quotes on HAPPINESS. :D it was sometime ago alrdy. forgot to blog. (or have i?) but i love it very much. will try to post some randomly now and then! ( no matter =) =( >=( =3

2005-11-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

time's passing by fast. just too fast. *SCROLL DOWN SHANNON! lol.hmm. had nthg much to blog abt. but just had this thought for a new entry suddenly. haha. two weeks of extra lessons + EXTRA extra lessons for people in the As Stupid As Possible (lol) program are over. FINALLY.and parents meeting session is done! ;D but i made some targets together with the teacher for the mastery tests. um. not

2005-11-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

oh, so we're taking all mastery tests. how lucky.i tried so hard to pass, just to avoid taking mastery tests. and what happens nw? urgh. they shld hv said that earlier. disappointment. O.o staying bk after sch everyday for lessons, lessons, and more lessons. hopefully i can survive the week. and i cancelled my genting trip, because of mastery tests. how dumb. but cant help it la. i dun want to

2005-11-06T23:16:00.000+08:00

TMR IS THE START OF EXTRA LESSONS ALRDY. --'' and i have 2 mastery test to work hard for. I AM DEAD. lol. nah will work hard!HAHAHAHA. :D my blog's dumb. lol. =/ will blog when theres more interesting stuff.

2005-11-01T18:59:00.000+08:00

I GOT THE POSTER!MYGOD. its so NICE and i mean it. hei se mao yi :D MY FAVOURITE SONG OF HIS NEW ALBUM. haha. dun buy, YOU DIE. lol. blog more later tonight. going for dinner now. JAY JAY JAY.

2005-10-28T13:15:00.000+08:00

FOUR MORE DAYS! :D yesyes. just four more days and i will get my hands on HIS ALBUM! im looking forward to that. but aiya, first have to get o'lvl chinese out of my way. lol. must get A1! nvr blog for so long. nothing much actually. just uh i got back my results and it sucks. l1r5 cant even get me into a jc. lol. and IM SO SHINY. IM SO GLARING. IM JUST LIKE A DIAMOND. nevermind. have to take two

2005-10-14T10:52:00.000+08:00

urgh.i really have no life. sick at the wrong time and got myself stucked at home during the MARKING DAYS. but its okay. i will find stuff to do.was bloghopping and i stumbled upon meigui's blog! OMG. i went to view the gallery and it was so, PERFECT. just the thg i need to get myself busy. hahaha.and its, JAY. my former display picture. I LOVE THIS ONE. in deep thoughts. :Dlooks like he's

2005-10-13T14:24:00.000+08:00

HOW BAD CAN THIS GET? #1 im down with runny nose and slight but ULTRA IRRITATING sore throat #2 maple is down for 8 hours till 8pm tonight for patching #3 i broke a plate while serving myself brunch [its one of my favourite plates] #4 i split apple juice all over the floor and got myself in a mess#5 less than half a day passed so who knws what other bad things can happen to me later onand i didnt

2005-10-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

I MUST SAY, PANDY IS GD AT CHEERING ME UP. hahaha. maybe you dno it. but somehow, you do. off to mug. slacked quite a bit alrdy. NIGHTS! :D if i dun rely and depend maybe then no one can let me down, ever. =o

2005-10-07T23:54:00.000+08:00

HMM. HMM. HMM. WHATEVER LA. !#^$*(%*)i seldom say 'whatevers' cause i dun like the word. but in this case, this is the word to describe everythg. maybe its moodswings only la. [DUE TO EXCESSIVE EXAM STRESS]ill be okay i think. i hate this.

2005-10-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

SO MANY MORE EXAMS TO GO. !#$^$*$( MYGOD. i feel like whacking my head off. and stuff it with info. and put it back agn. tell me, am i INSANE or what? O.o tmr's history.HMM. ohyeh. my purpose here is actually just to.. to DEAREST (LOL) pandakang, GET WELL SOON! :D and dun be so fast to finish ur revision CAN. -pats head.. till it falls off.okay, BYE! im going to put aside everythg, till the exams

2005-09-27T20:44:00.000+08:00

its been long since ive actually blogged. but its TWO MORE DAYS TO EOYS! will feel guilty if i am still slacking here. just hope everythg wld be over soon. AND IM PRAYING FOR MYSELF FOR EOYS. = blog next time, okay?

2005-09-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

HEY. i shall have a quick update before going back to work agn. apart frm all those stuff that i usually think abt, im gna talk about WORK. haha. but definitely not the physics version of work. O.o can the teachers stop giving us SO MUCH work to do?! it seems like my plans to revise are all destroyed by erhem, HOMEWORK. okay. maybe its only just this one teacher and its obvious who SHE is.

2005-09-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

URGH.i seriously dun feel like blogging. mind has been whirling ard for the past few days. i have been thinking too much. my studies, is also LIKE SHIT. =S and its contradicting that i said that i dun feel like blogging but i ended up here, blogging. but i have my reasons. EOYs are coming. so soon that i cant believe that a year is gna go past me. okay. i really dun feel like blogging. i shall nt

2005-08-31T22:12:00.000+08:00

to duo:yesyes. are you surprised? haha. dun really knw how i got to this point of actually urm blogging bout us here. also quite hesitant cause im nt sure if those below are gna be total crap. but still, read on! i was just thinking.. sometimes we have SO MUCH SO MUCH to say and chat abt. yet sometimes, we dun have the special feeling. O.oand yeah, you are REAL sociable. haha. have a lot a lot of

2005-08-31T00:16:00.000+08:00

okay. im here to tell you guys a piece of good news. i finally found my pooh comb! haha. thnks to POOHLICE, or rather my duo. :D lucky i did nt went to buy another one yet. was abt to though. hmm. tmr's teacher's day. slept just nw so cant really get to sleep now. yup. so im here updating. anderson teachers.. nt really comparable to jingshan ones. except for mryong. haha. my idol. he's cool cute

2005-08-25T23:40:00.000+08:00

IM JUST A DUMB STUBBORN ASS. i refuse to do anythg even after all the advices. i knw what im doing is most probably wrg. but i just refuse to change. dun ask me why. because i dno too and i cant give a proper answer. im simply hopeless.i knw you wld rather i take actions and show it to you that i can do it. but for now, the only thg i can do is to say sry. im really sry to have disappointed you

2005-08-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

DISAPPOINTED WITH MY RESULTS. its funny how i can be so happy and cheery bout results one day and be so disappointed the next. grr. i can't perform up to my expectations of having an l1r5 of 15 and below. yesyes. 15 is alrdy a very high l1r5 for some and yet its what im aimming for. and the worst thg is, i cant even reach it!GRR. okay. maybe this term is sucky for everyone but i dun have so many

2005-08-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

urgh. deproved for 2.4. alrdy very slow and yet i deproved further. i regretted not running faster in the first few rds. i kept having the idea to give up and walk. and i did. !$#&@(^ RAHHH.. but i made it to a C anyway. so im relieved. :Dokay. i was packing my physics file just now. and it was a TERROR. and i realised how messy i was. haha. x) i almost lost my common test papers. LOL. that wld

2005-08-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

I AM SUCH A FREAK!i am joining you times. O.othis is very very very maluating.i wish NOT to be reminded! RAHHH. me and my ugly hair.freak freak freak alert. but i think im cutting it soon. changing it. and urgh. tmr's the 2.4 rerun. i hope i can FINISH it. and HOPEFULLY get a c or smthg. im not good at sports. and im not good at maths. maths noob alrdy laaaa. 2/10. but i dun really seem to be

2005-08-20T01:20:00.000+08:00

HEY! haha. i got bored of maple just nw cuz i was alone wandering ard so i decided to come update instead. you knw, maple isn't all about fighting and stuff. our maths society, especially the duos, we go ard taking coolcool pics. shall show you guys some okay. this is fun, in some way. and part of the memories. cool huh. :D*THROWS STARS![assasins rock]NOOO. COUNTER-ATTACK. *WAVES WAND! -just

2005-08-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PLUS! :Dyesyes. today is my duo's special day of the year. haha. duos foreva! <33>and i shall go read her birthday entry nw. plus minus times equal jia rach alvin james

2005-08-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

oh, what shld i do?what can i do? godd. can anyone tell me, shld i or shld i nt?! =/ okay. i hope i wun disappoint myself for chinese. WHICH I THINK I MOST PROB WILL. O.o

2005-08-13T17:12:00.000+08:00

the exams are over alrdy.okay, maybe nt for the chengyu and stuff.my engine's dead in any way. haa. but strangely, i dun feel relaxed or wad. i just feel like sleeping my days away. actually there's a lot of thgs i can blog on. but i didn't want to.there's stuff i wanted to say but i didn't want ppl to see.so, there's nth left that i can say. =/ shld i actually keep my blog private for sm time?

2005-08-13T02:27:00.000+08:00

one thousand tests down. NO MORE TO GO! but i am still the stupid one in the endto believe all the thgs that you said which turn out to be a pack of lies afterall..

2005-08-07T14:22:00.000+08:00

one thousand tests down. two more to go. nooooo. there's still two more. urgh. i dun care. nt in the mugging mood nw. it's been really hard..to take all the tests and exams agn.it's nt the same agn. plus you shld knw what i mean. lucky to have maths society with me. hehheh. <3>but still, it's difficult.. i hope i can do better this term. i am supposed to get better each term, right? can we nt

2005-07-30T17:21:00.000+08:00

I AM MUGGING. but uhm. slacked the morning and afternoon of saturday away. URGH. =/

2005-07-26T01:06:00.000+08:00

hey. my ending for english essay: We should cherish what we have and not wait till it is gone. Do not take things for granted. Your family and friends are here, living on this world to give you the help and assistance when you need them and to give you the love and warmth when you are feeling down and out. They will feel sad when you are and equally happy when you are. Thus, you are also supposed

2005-07-23T01:19:00.000+08:00

hey. i want to read harry potter! T-T but i hvn bought it yet. yesyes. i'm slow. so many have alrdy finished reading the entire bk. i only read first two chappies in sch. borrowed from zixian. and the temptation to buy it is just too great! i wanted to buy it when the prices drop. but dun thnk i can cntrol. =/ okay. at least there's smthg to keep my mind busy with. nw alvin is part of the maths

2005-07-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

hey. i just realised i'm not the only one that plays maple to make myself nt thk so much! there's someone else! haha. alvin! dn knw if you will see this but jiayou! haha. maple is our good buddy! :D you knw you dun have to push urself too hard. smtimes if you really can't, then dun force it. time will reveal everythg and for nw, maybe accompaniment frm friends is what you nd! ^^ maybe time is

2005-07-15T00:54:00.000+08:00

rushing geography essays nw. i'm dead. dn knw how to even finish them. TWELVE. ohmygodd. and i knew it..THK TOO MUCH AGN. x(BOO.

2005-07-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

SHUTTLE RUN SUCKS. so malu la. >.< and i think i have developed a kongjugan for this too. omg. and tmr's o lvl listening compre. DIE DIE DIE. i am playing too much! x(

2005-07-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

okay. doing zuowen nw. i got caught for slping today by mrtan. lol. i can't help it laa. his lessons are seriously very boring. and i was too tired. i was able to stay awake earlier but when his lesson started, i can hear my lalaland calling out to me. =/ nowadays doing hw late at night. why? because i've been playing maplestory earlier in the day. i thnk i am getting more addicted. i wld say

2005-07-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

sry pple!nvr update for soooo long. hahas.but i have a feeling i'll be updating soon. ;) and i'm still having oral's ying1 ying3. both english and chinese. okayokay. tatas! having chemistry urm not-so-spring test tmr. =/*everythg's in a mess and yet i'm complicating it even more..

2005-07-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

if it's my presence that's buggin you, then i can only say i'm sorry.. i hate the coldness in ur eyes. i just need an answer. and a s m i l e * <3 <3 plusplus. ^^thnks for everything. and JIAYOU okay. you knw what i mean. you and ur haogan.. haas. sorry for the short posts.and tmr's st john rod..

2005-07-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

okay. i'm blogging. today had o'lvl chinese oral.i think i screwed it up. =/ 回到过去一盏黄黄旧旧的灯时间在旁闷不吭声寂寞下手毫无分寸不懂得轻重之分沉默支撑跃过陌生静静看著凌晨黄昏你的身影失去平衡慢慢下沉黑暗已在空中盘旋该往哪我看不见也许爱在梦的另一端无法存活在真实的空间想回到过去试著抱你在怀里羞怯的脸带有一点稚气想看你的看的世界想在你梦的画面祇要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜想回到过去试著让故事继续至少不再让你离我而去分散时间的注意这次会抱得更紧这样挽留不知还来不来得及想回到过去思绪不断阻挡著回忆播放盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去一转身孤单已躺在身旁i really wish to go back to the past.but it isn't possible, is it? dun give

2005-06-27T23:46:00.000+08:00

holidays over. and first day of school is here. nothing much to blog about. except the fact that, JIA AND ME STUDIED FOR THE AFTERNOON. x)everyone went home and we actually studied for the first day of school. sound so rocking. we must jiayou and pia for this term. hopefully we will get out of the diamonds and get a good l1r5. but i was thking.. if we dun achieve that in the end, then it would be

2005-06-24T17:17:00.000+08:00

2/4'04 steamboatorange mountain. the amt of orange we ate. there's still another pile of watermelons. we cleared the fruits there. coindentally, the table we are sitting at is two.four too. =) our reflections too bored in the mrt. haas.

2005-06-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

hmm.. my posts are getting less, right?. no more daily posting like the past. just dun have the mood to blog i guess. and i dun really have anything much to blog about. i dunno la. =xjust changed my blog bg. it looks more refreshed now i think. haha. white background is not bad too. simple yet sweet. been a long time since i had a plain white background for my blog too. it's time? haas.i forgot

2005-06-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

i slept through the afternoon today.and i think i'm turning more into a pig. --'' i had a dream. one of the very rare afternoon dreams. only rmbed some parts of it.it was about me in a new house and it's really nice. not really big but ya. there was a room filled with sofas and a big table. think it is a room for project and stuff. and finally i have my computer in my room instead of the living

2005-06-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

dun give people empty hope,if you know that you will break it in the end. -sighs x(last episode of fruits basket is very touching.. dun feel like updating here. dun want to say stuff. guess i'll stop. bubbyes..

2005-06-14T00:36:00.000+08:00

[12.34 am]* i dunno what i'm talking these few days. --'' i feel lost. i feel that i'm not myself. but i know the reason why.verybottledup.i dunno how it all started.. what is wrong.. if you're here,i hope you will know that i'm talking bout you.and save me from falling further. actually.. i think i wun open up.that's because.. you're not here. so.. i will just stay this way. ..going back to my

2005-06-13T01:55:00.000+08:00

1.56am. =/ hmm.. things still have not brightened up. yesterday or rather saturday was our 3/3'05 first class bbq.took photos. think it would be nice. but i'm not in the mood to go into details. i feel as if i'm sleeping through everyday. it's not totally a bad thing.at least i wun be thinking so much. though i still will. just not as much. but the bad thing is.. there's still a whole load of hw

2005-06-10T20:27:00.000+08:00

i hope it's not what i think it is.. AHHHHHHH. =( even if i am thinking too much, it's too much of a coincidence. i'm on the verge of exploding. getting scolded for no valid reason everytime. i'm already not in a good mood and yet he add oil to fire. [fyi: he = my father] what is his problem?! i know i usually wouldn't blog bout unhappy stuff in my blog. i only wanted memories here. but since you

2005-06-10T01:48:00.000+08:00

hmm. 1.48am. and i'm still online. kept thinking bout the same old thing. bothering me.but maybe i'm thinking too much as usual. can't set my mind on work. only completed a lil' bit. so dead la. somemore can't get to sleep. hai. anw. tkcare xian! =x

2005-06-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

bought a whole load of stuff today with dardar. but i'm not in a mood to blog bout them tonite. hai. EMPTINESS within me.AHH. have loads of stuff in my mind. BUT, dunno how to say. dunno what to do. i dun like msgs that get no replies.everything is just in a mess. maybe it's just me. maybe it's just because i'm weak. maybe it's because i cannot handle stress and things well. and the worst thing

2005-06-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

hmm.. suddenly have the urge to buy a book and make it a diary. write all the stuff inside and many years later i can take a look at it again.. think maybe buying it tmr? yeah. going to have fun with dardar. my slippers are coming. =)[for those who dunno, dardar is xian.]wun abandon this blog. just that maybe it'll have less sad stuff and more happy stuff.. looking forward to tmr! finally can buy

2005-06-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today's kayaking was quite okay i guess. had seasickness during the expedition to marine cove or smthing de macdonalds. had headache but lucky not nauseous. jasmine was coughing but had nth for breakfast so didn't vomit. leck khai was vomitting water out. arthur was singing to distract himself. quite a lot of ppl felt like that. but on the way back was okay.. it was overall kinda fun

2005-06-06T21:57:00.000+08:00

yay! =) sunday went to suntec to work again. second time but it's the last day of the book fair already. earned fifty.dollars! quite above my expectations. haha. now i have more money to buy my clothes and slippers and many others. mrtan treated us to cafe.cartel. me and dardar still thought he was fierce at the beginning. he was a policeman last time. =x i want to go out soon to hunt for my

2005-06-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

hmm..today started out quite sian. lol. didn't go to watch the soccer at nyp. neither did i manage to go out and hunt for my *erhem* long-awaited slippers. only went out with my family for lunch. they look really happy today. it has been a really long time since i went out with my parents. it's my fault i guess. always giving excuses not to go out. =xhunted for my date with a vampire III vcd

2005-06-02T23:11:00.000+08:00

hmm. my last post was like that not because i was down or wad. haha. shall explain here. then you readers will understand. lol. that night i ate my dinner and came online to slack ard. was happily listening to jielun's songs. everything was just like normal. my mum was out. didn't notice that my dad was not in the living room [my comp is placed in the living room. x_x''] for quite long. it was

2005-05-31T22:25:00.000+08:00

CALM DOWN RACH. =xwill blog another time.

2005-05-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

hmm. today went out with xian to j8. we combed the entire j8. =x simply got nothing to do at home so might as well go out and walk. i am still looking for my slippers. hopefully can get them soon. cannot wait any longer. a bit tired of typing. lol. have a whole load of unsettled stuff. ppl's presents and 2/4'04 chalet and 3/3'05 bbq. and maybe the thing bout going to watch the soccer match. it's

2005-05-29T14:46:00.000+08:00

hmm. having serious mindblock now. x_x'' had a whole load of stuff to blog about.but now, i'm stucked at the first few sentences.-stares blankly at the screen for really long =/ ytd nite watched fengyun till one plus. shuang! ha. miraculously my parents didn't rush out of the room and chase me off to sleep. normally, when the clock strikes twelve, i would be most likely threatened to go to bed

2005-05-28T23:26:00.000+08:00

watching fengyun now. my favourite show since young. x) shall blog tmr. heh. =)so dreamy. the sight where niefeng and kongci were with the fireflies. love it to bits. [and i'm missing py x(] *still waiting..

2005-05-27T22:48:00.000+08:00

today also not much mood ba..though maybe i appeared kinda okay in school. =/ ..i thought really long and hard....but i couldn't find any answer.. .. there's nothing much i can do now.. ..except to continue waiting.. waiting. for a miracle perhaps. how long would i wait. mmm. what's the problem here? i just had this strong feeling that there was smthing wrong. i'll be really glad if you can prove

2005-05-26T20:41:00.000+08:00

hmm. just when i finally decided to reply tags, cbox is down. ahh.. fated. reply another time ba. mwahahs. but i have a feeling i'll be lazy again by the time. =p actually dunno what to blog bout for today.. boring boring boring. bahhh. not exactly boring la. just that i no mood. mmm.. yea. =/feel like going on a binge later.. x_x''wait. i am going on a binge later. ^^'' TAKOPACHI! JAPANESE

2005-05-24T22:28:00.000+08:00

charmed is coming back! but i forgot the date. =/ i only rmb it's a wednesday and it's 8.30 pm. x_x ..reminding myself.. ..dun think too much.. x(hao.pa.hao.pa; wo.you.yi.zhong.gan.jue;bi.nan.suo.hui.tu.ran.cong.wo.shen.bian.li.kai;yi.dan.shi.qu.le; mei.you.le.kai.xin.guo; wo.hai.hui.xiao.de.chu.ma;bu.qu.xiang. bu.yao.xiang.zhi.dao.na.zhi.shi.hui.dai.lai.tong.ku.de.shi.dan.wo.ke.yi.ma. qi.shi..

2005-05-23T13:04:00.000+08:00

since when did blogger became to be so chinese. =/ nvm.. at least it still works. things are pretty much boring and saddening these few days. yes. and disappointing too. need to go for parents meeting session. o.O'' hate to see ppl complaining about how lousy their marks are. because most of the time, they are not that bad.***i knew i would be thinking too much when stucked in the house alone for

2005-05-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

heyys. just reached home at ard 9.20pm. hahs. the school is still having speech day? o.O'' so slow.. has been a really long time since i went home at night. lol. now a bit tired. physically, but not mentally. =/ going to eat some noodles later. mei you li. lol. xiaohei's legs was hit by the table.tennis table. must have been really painful. take care clumsy boy. =P as clumsy as me. lol. still

2005-05-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

heyys.feeling a bit sick now. o.O'' not again.this time is runny nose. and fever is like going to come back. maybe i'm thinking too much for the fever part. am i so sickly. what happened.. so prone to diseases nowadays. =/ got back english results. it was the first lesson of the day. can be said as half good and half bad. during english lesson got back the letter and long essay. both score quite

2005-05-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

heyys!was online doing some leftover show and tell stuff. did everything then realise cannot save into the cd. --'' so dumb. lol. now coughing away. must be because of either the nuggets or the sausages i ate. =/ feel a bit guilty. must not eat them tmr. die of hunger also have to ren. o.O'' just drank medicine again. got back chinese. same score as last term. seventy. lol. couldn't make it to

2005-05-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

heyys.yep. a promised post. i made a promise to my blog. =/lol. i'm crapping. ate a big pizza just now. a bit full. o.O'' but it was too irresistable for me la. lol. yummy. and it made me crave for takopachi again. my favourite. hee. potato also my favourite. and i just had potato.carrot soup for dinner. nice meal. hehh. as i was saying to dacaotou.. i am quite slack now. i feel a bit guilty and

2005-05-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

just completed my 2500.word.essay fifteen minutes ago. x_x''i went to bathe and came back here. now eating cheese.bread.i think my life is getting haywire. i dunno how to say. mind block. must be because i wrote too much today liao. it's like inverted? when ppl are sleeping i am slogging my essay. when they are slogging, i'm sleeping. =/now ppl already asleep but i not very tired yet. slept just

2005-05-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

i just hope tmr would be okay. spent loads of effort for it. dun want to see it go to waste again. that's all. =/

2005-05-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

i made a promise. stay happy and smile always. but i didn't had the mood to smile or laugh much today. got back amaths. just pass. i was supposed to be happy. but i couldn't bring myself to. wo zhen de zhen de lei le. =( i want the weekends to come soon. i need a break. a break from school. a break from studies. is studies all that matters in anderson? stepping into class and the first thing we

2005-05-10T21:39:00.000+08:00

today was a really really depressing day. got back history paper. ha. failed. wo hao lei hao lei. zhen de hen lei. X( no one understand. no one will. at least for now.bothered by things. sad. cannot bring myself to smile. *waiting endlessly.. ='( `edit - this time i know i will be sad. not for a while. longer than that. maybe i will lose the hyper jumpy side of me for some time. maybe.. just let

2005-05-09T20:20:00.000+08:00

heyy!today quite an okay day. got back our chemistry and emaths paper. both of which i think i would fare badly at. yepps. it was a real surprise for me to pass my emaths! eighteen/thirty.five! just pass. CHEERS. XDD but.. just fail my chemistry. ha. nineteen/twenty. fated. --'' i made a really dumb mistake la. minus six marks because of that. not careless in steps or wad. i chose something OUT

2005-05-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

heyheys! ^^ finally found a nice blogskin! search for very long le. heh. i like this series of pictures featuring snorf. reminds me of one of my all-time favourite food potato! x) looks like potato boy! so cute. lol. feeling refreshed. =D today three.three outing cancelled. lol. two.five'o5 also have. so postpone to next week. think next week more ppl coming. yepps. we shall have fun! slack all

2005-05-06T18:52:00.000+08:00

HEYY PEOPLE! lol.i am getting high.why? because the exams are officially over! wait for this very day very long le. especially me since i am sick ever since monday. x_x'' dunno why it doesn't get well. now still coughing. but lucky fever is okay le. haha. i pia very hard for this term compared to the last. considering the fact that i am sick, i still can manage to take the test already very good

2005-05-02T15:50:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating for so long. now sick also le. haha. yepps. pardon me! =P

2005-04-24T19:45:00.000+08:00

heyy! x))happy two.four day! *BEEEG GRIN our class decided not to celebrate this special day now and shall celebrate during da class chalet. cheers. =D must buy cake! lol. go chalet eat cake? like a bit weird. haha. but nvm. and tmr shall be happy belated two.four day? ^^''two.four rocks! =)hmm. decided to blog tonite because today is a special day not to be missed. haha. ehh haven finish doing

2005-04-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

hmm. now like a bit in a daze.xianxian dardar tell me to blog and i listened to her. lol.. i'm a good lingling. ^^ was sick today. nvr go for stjohn. i think quite a lot of ppl nvr go cuz of talentime ba. lucky i still have my runny nose medicine from the previous time. i dunno why also. even if i'm sick, i should be having a sore throat or smthing since i've been snacking for the past weeks

2005-04-19T22:47:00.000+08:00

hmm. currently doing maths. limlim went crazy today. wanted us to complete the entire ws within one night. and he said it was considered little. --'' i doubt i would be able to even finish half. didn't sign in to msn cuz after updating i'll be gone. yea. dunno why. these few days very tired. but i slept quite early le. compared to the usual twelve o' clock. what is happening to me? and it's not

2005-04-16T21:01:00.000+08:00

okayy i'm blogging le. today had april games finals. started out well and good. ball games haven start so we were all playing carom. yea. won. haha. like what i said, everything turned out good at the beginning. we were cheering like crazy ppl for every carom match. then ball games started le. captain's ball first. i think it's against four.five. yea. we cheered like even crazier ppl. we are

2005-04-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

uhh. my post got eaten up by blogger again. --'' nvm. my comp now infested with ads. wil blog next time i guess. ^^ tatas! <3

2005-04-09T22:46:00.000+08:00

whoops. saturday already. haha.hmm. nowadays keep eating in class. yikes. haha. if this continues, my craving for snacks will get stronger. then i will go bankrupt one day through eating hello.pandas and porky. and i think i become food supplier of the class. buy snacks and give snacks. =X should stop eating. but the temptation is too hard to overcome. =D and friday.. had maths test. whoa. either

2005-04-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

maths test is getting near! friday! ahhhh. scared. after hearing comments on TTP's maths paper, i got freaked out. later ours also so difficult. somemore is coordinate geometry. my weakest. need a whole load of revision to cover up the loopholes. die. scary scary!anyway.. today i learned how to play carom. [or is it carrom] ^^ dardar: december rocks more. syafiqah: haha. thanks! =D good luck in

2005-04-03T18:26:00.000+08:00

whoa.. i just finish writing that 1500 word essay. --'' still got some undone hw here and there. urgh. totally no time to blog much. ^^'' anyways.. yesterday went out with lipang naf jaime chaotaboy and nigel[aka kukuboy --'']. went to kfc to have lunch and then head to amkcc to play bball liao. not play la. more of watch. XD rainy day yesterday ma. then wait for the rain to get smaller before me

2005-04-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

heyy~firstly, happy april fools' day to everyone who happen to see this! =D hmm. dunno why. cannot sign into msn. restarted comp still like this. is it my comp or is it msn that has something wrong? ^^'' so sian. now know the advantages of msn liao. haha. since nth to do, might as well come and blog. heehee. today got back maths test paper! and yes. i passed! omg. nan de nan de. though it wasn't

2005-03-29T21:09:00.000+08:00

hmms. had maths test. no mood to update. disappointed.was such a saddening day today. thought i could at least improve. i made effort for it. i studied. i practised. i finally touched the tys. but no. none of it actually helps. after the test, it was again the pass.fail situation. dunno whether will pass or not. but i wun have high hopes like what i did in term.one. and get back greater

2005-03-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

heyheys~ i'm too lazy to blog for the past few days. haha. whoops. hmm.. friday was good friday. and i went out with the three.three ppl. as usual, i wasted loaaaaads of sms. --'' now shot up to 850 liao. not the end of month yet. still accumulating. die. terribly somemore. nvm. will not complain bout the smses. haha. who tell me to be the organiser in the first place. now everyone will

2005-03-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

hmms. i'm here. hahas. school life is still as boring and tiring as it always is. though there's some occasional funny stuff happening in three.three. will update soon! =D smilee`!