Sunday, November 27, 2005
OH HOW CAN I FORGET! (but uh somehow, i did)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL! :D
will give you ur um, present soon! haha.
hmm. and im trying to find a new blogskin to use but have nt spotted any that i like. i dno how to make one too. tian dao bai chi. shall continue finding.
AND TMR IS 2/4'04 CHALET ALRDY! :O--- it was just yesterday when pandy introduced me to Kelly Clarkson's Because Of You and the first time i listened to it, i felt that it was not too bad. she does have a good voice and everythg. but somehow, i clicked the play button repeatedly without control the next day (today) and it was now that i actually realized, i am addicted to the song alrdy. haha. ;D Because Of You I will not make the same mistakes that you did. I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery. I will not break the way you did, you fell so hard. I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far. Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk. Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt. Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me. Because of you I am afraid. I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out. I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes. I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life. My heart can't possibly break. When it wasn't even whole to start with. Because of you. I never stray too far from the sidewalk. Because of you. I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt. Because of you. I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me. Because of you I am afraid. I watched you die. I heard you cry every night in your sleep. I was so young. You should have known better than to lean on me. You never thought of anyone else. You just saw your pain. And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing. Because of you. Because of you. Because of you I am afraid. Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk. Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt. Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything. Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in. Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty. Because of you I am afraid. Because of you.i hope i spaced them out in the right way. haha. i just have this unexplainable feeling and liking towards sad songs, with each nvr failing to tell a special story and thats the thing i like about these songs.ITS A MUST-LISTEN! might blog again later! :D ---whats done is done. and its always good to think through the actions that you want to take. for it would be too late to regret the reckless things you've done. or should people just follow what the heart tells you to do.if only we can go back to the past and undo the actions that we regretted doing. that would be good, isnt it?..because of you.. ..i find it hard to trust..
burp; 11/27/2005 05:23:00 PM
