i don't have a choice.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

IM JUST A DUMB STUBBORN ASS.

i refuse to do anythg even after all the advices.
i knw what im doing is most probably wrg. but i just refuse to change. dun ask me why. because i dno too and i cant give a proper answer.

im simply hopeless.

i knw you wld rather i take actions and show it to you that i can do it. but for now, the only thg i can do is to say sry. im really sry to have disappointed you.

perhaps these are just my frustrations and cld be temporary.

im as stubborn as the bull.
MOO MOO MOO.

burp; 8/25/2005 11:40:00 PM

DISAPPOINTED WITH MY RESULTS.

its funny how i can be so happy and cheery bout results one day and be so disappointed the next. grr. i can't perform up to my expectations of having an l1r5 of 15 and below. yesyes. 15 is alrdy a very high l1r5 for some and yet its what im aimming for. and the worst thg is, i cant even reach it!

GRR.

okay. maybe this term is sucky for everyone but i dun have so many terms for me to be even just a little under-performing alrdy. ive flunked term one and two. okay. count three in too. im left with term 4. O.o

even if i do well in term4, everythg will be pulled down.

this is so infuriating! SOCIAL STUDIES IS SHIT MAN. notebook turned out to be 20% instead of the original 10% that we heard from and for those who didnt hand them in, you will get a big fat zero. and guess what? only five handed them in. so yeah. in other words, most of us are getting zero.

ASS! =(

i seemed to be numbed by all the disappointments since term one.

but well,

GOOD FOR YOU, times. you're THE PRO. woo.
DUN BE SO SAD, equal. you're still as good.
ROCK ON WITH UR OPTIMISTISM, plus. must ADD OIL alrdy.

love!

burp; 8/25/2005 12:04:00 AM