Monday, June 13, 2005
1.56am. =/ hmm.. things still have not brightened up. yesterday or rather saturday was our 3/3'05 first class bbq.took photos. think it would be nice. but i'm not in the mood to go into details. i feel as if i'm sleeping through everyday. it's not totally a bad thing.at least i wun be thinking so much. though i still will. just not as much. but the bad thing is.. there's still a whole load of hw waiting to be done. and endless revision for me to improve on my maths.i couldn't fully concentrate on my hw also. my mind would just wander off and.. x( i dun dare to think bout tmr. i dunno what will happen. i feel so dead and lifeless everyday. spirits are down. and i wonder how long would this continue.. actually.. what i want is very little. i tried my best. if nothing happens still, i dunno what to do le.i hate myself for being so weak. i can't take things any easier. i hate the life i have now. hmm.. sometimes even when you have all ur friends around you, you still feel lonely. and it's because ur confidante is not here with you.right?
burp; 6/13/2005 01:55:00 AM
