Wednesday, May 18, 2005
heyys.feeling a bit sick now. o.O'' not again.this time is runny nose. and fever is like going to come back. maybe i'm thinking too much for the fever part. am i so sickly. what happened.. so prone to diseases nowadays. =/ got back english results. it was the first lesson of the day. can be said as half good and half bad. during english lesson got back the letter and long essay. both score quite badly compared to the others. got fifteen/thirty for the letter. yes, again. --'' long essay got twenty.two/thirty. my highest record for compo so far. x_x'' but nvr see anyone who had gotten less than me so far. hengheng marked that very leniently i guess. didn't really felt sad for the scores. surprisingly la. dunno is numbed or what. maybe just too tired to think about anything. after school got back compre. when i took my paper and looked at the score, i gasped a -OHMYGOD-. =/ got seventeen/twenty.five. i really didn't expect me to get that kind of results. very surprised. thought i would fail or smthing. look at my compo scores. lowest in class. then compre quite high. o.O'' a bit weird isn't it? enough of english.. i think i will do better for most of my subjects this term. it's not because my results are good this time. just look at my term.one score. got into diamond also. so can see how bad it is right? x_x'' with an exception of history. i can't do structured. neither can i do sourcebased. so what can i do in history? actually.. i also dunno. =/ i guess i'm easily affected by negative things. just one and it is enough to take away all the happiness in me. i dunno why too. maybe it's just my nature. i will think bout it over and over again until it drains my energy away too. x_x'' trying to change this 'habit'. hopefully one day i'll be optimistic. -doubts a little- so you see? i'm quite pessimistic.. but i'm trying to change. yepp. happy happy happy. smile smile smile. lol. dunno friday can go where. dunno whether they want to go out or not. maybe they find it sian? dunno la.. maybe i shouldn't even start asking. but dun ask also nothing to do? o.O'' tmr see how. not hopeful bout this though. update till here ba. quite long le. lol. seeya; *dunthinksomuch..
burp; 5/18/2005 09:03:00 PM
