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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

today was a really really depressing day.

got back history paper. ha. failed.

wo hao lei hao lei.

zhen de hen lei. X(

no one understand. no one will.

at least for now.

bothered by things. sad. cannot bring myself to smile.

*waiting endlessly.. ='(

`edit - this time i know i will be sad. not for a while. longer than that. maybe i will lose the hyper jumpy side of me for some time. maybe.. just let me be. i need a break from all these.

nothing i do helps and the worst thing is that i am still sick.

i am slowly hating myself for being like this. i just cannot help it. i suck.

burp; 5/10/2005 09:39:00 PM

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